Just when i’ve decided to blog again, t’s what happens…

namfootah! amp!!

missing you

have you ever missed someone so much that the thought of that person hurts? you wake up in the morning knowing that the day before is lacking..and then you realized that today wouldn’t be any different.. breathing couldn’t be any harder and your chest is just waiting to explode.. you miss the person so much that you hope for him to make your phone beep.. you hope against hope that things would go back the way they were.. but you know for for a fact that there’s nothing you can really do but to take the next breath until you miss him once more... 

sulat ni nanay at tatay

natouch naman aku nung nabasa ko toh..la lang..ehehe. kase mahirap din talagang magalaga ng majojonda lalo na kung nuknukan ng pasaway at arte..hehehe.. (ang sama ko lang) la lang..kaya nga medyo tinamaan ako sa sulat na itey..pakibasa na lang.. \m/ 

Sulat ni Nanay at Tatay

AT kapag dumating na ang takdang panahon ng aming pagharap sa Dakilang Lumikha. . .
Ibubulong at hihilingin ko sa Kanya.
Na pagpalain ka dahil naging mapagmahal at maalaga kang anak sa iyong ama’t ina.

risky business

To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.

To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.

To reach out for another is to risk involvement.

To expose your feelings is to risk exposing your true self.

To place your ideas, your dreams before a crowd is to risk.

To Love is to risk not being loved in return.

To live is to risk dying.

To hope it to risk despair.

To try it to risk failure.

But, risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing at all.

The person who risks nothing still does not avoid suffering and sorrow because suffering and sorrow are an unavoidable part of life.

What they avoid by not taking risks it the opportunity to learn, feel, change, grow, Love, live.

Chained by their certitudes, they are a slave.  The have forfeited their freedom.

Only a person who risks is free.

anonymous

In a brief conversation, a man, speaking to a woman, was out to pursue the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?"

She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asked, "Do you really want to know?"
Reluctantly, he said, "Yes" as she began to expound…

"As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself.

I pay my own bills.  

I take care of my household without the help of any man- or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, 'What can you bring to the table?'"

The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money.

She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money… I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life."

He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain.

She said,

"I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection Mentally. I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple-minded man.

I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection Spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked… Believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster.

I need a man who is striving for perfection Financially because I don't need a financial… burden.

I am looking for someone who is Sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman, but Strong enough to keep me grounded.

I am looking for someone who I can Respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him. I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive… He just has to be worthy.

God made woman to be a helpmate for man. At this point, I can't help a man if he can't help himself."

When she finished her spill, she looked at him. He sat there with a puzzled look on his face, and exclaimed,  "You're asking for a whole lot!"

To which she gracefully replied…

"Only if you think I'm not WORTH a lot."

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source: anonymous 

whatever happened to….

Glorieta 2.

i heard all over the news that the explosion wasn't caused by any bomb at all, according to the latest update of the investigators. The Ayala claims it is entirely an industrial fault. well…. that sounds pretty dumb if i may say. if not the dumbest thing i've ever heard, probably the most inconvenient truth. What's the difference anyway?? kaboom parin naman ang ending.. Pasensha na lang sa mga nabiktima eka nga, and for what it's worth, shempre, sagutin ng Ayala ang mga gastusin ng mga nadamay sa katangahan nila. I believe bad things have a way of happening but these things can be prevented if all of us will conformed to the strict security measures and take proper precautions.. but like i said, bad things seemed to have a way around, no matter how much vigilant and careful we may be, accidents can still happen. And public places or venues should be carefully inspected daily, from technical, industrial and all that jazz. in fact if i may add, security malls are only vigilant and strict in inspecting bags sa mga panahong napapagusapan yung mga bomba etc. i bet you in a few months time when these news winds down, sobrang luwag na naman ng security nila.. like for example, sa MRT. diba sobrang magulo, lalo na pag rush hour.. shempre uwian, sobrang crowded ang liit lang ng waiting area, yung pila sa bilihan ng tickets minsan hindi pa ganon ka-organize.. sometimes yung security din hindi ganon ka pulido mgcheck ng mga bags..tapos pag dating mo sa waiting area, sobrang daming tao pagdating ng train, ngtutulukan na..yung ibang tao wala ding disiplina talaga…Accidents could happen anytime.. and knowing this, dapat yung MRT personnels gumawa ng paraan na maorganize yung pagsakay at pagbaba ng mga pasahero. Dapat naglalagay sila ng railings at ng security guard sa bawat babaan at sakayan, para nakapila din yung mga tao. mas mapapadali pa yung proseso kung maayos na nakapila bawat isa. Maaawa ka sa mga buntis at mga bata na makakasabay mo during rush hour tapos nagtutulakan yung mga tao sa paligid nila. hay naku.. ewan ko ba sadya lang yata talagang maraming pasaway dito sa pinas! kaya mga kababayan, lage kayong magiingat!!

Talent Fees

Friday night was the last day of our tech fair event at The Block in Sm north edsa. We were supposed to celebrate our last day funk.. or at least for the past days we were planning to, but that didn't happen because not all of us got our TFs.. well.. madalas naman mangyari yung mga ganito sa events. tapos na yung trabaho hindi ka pa rin bayad.. who knows why and who knows what.. ang mga alipin walang alam pag dating sa ganitong bagay.. sa dami ba naman ng boss mo, kung baga sa food chain, ikaw na yung nasa pinakadulo.. fungi o bacteria ka na lang, at wala kang magagawa kung hindi sumunod sa mga sasabihin sayo..naks.. as if masunuring bacteria ako.. pasaway nga eh at natural hindi ako pumayag na hindi mabayaran..lol. Naawa lang ako dun sa iba, although hindi ko naman sila naringgan na magreklamo, naapektuhan ako kase hindi natuloy yung plano nameng magcelebrate that day. azAr! natoxic lang kame sa egress.. pero ok lang din. basta tapos na yung event, papetiks patetiks na ulet, pa-blog blog na lang, at sa wakas makakatulog na ulit ako ng maayos. hay salamat!   

JAPAN SAGOT SA KAHIRAPAN + BORACAY AT BAGUIO: ambisyosa!

Ang plano after ng mall event din, ay boracay naman ngayong undas. Dapat sasama ko sa event ng friend ko sa bOra.although i really have no business there, bakasyon lang sana.. wow..sosyal ang alipin ng salapi. eh kase airfare lang babayaran ko, makakalibre na ko ng food and  accomodation kung natuloy. unfortunately, naetchepwera ang byuti ng kaibigan ko sa event na yun kaya wala ng bora bora. Pasok ang plan B.. kahapon naman dapat sasabit naman ako sa isa ko ding kaibigan na may booking sa baguio..hehe. gastos pero may chance parin na makalibre ulit ng accomodation and food, o diba ganon katigas ang mukha ko, Ang kaso aba, lumipas ang kahapon at ang hitad, hindi pa rin nagpaparamdam.. malamang nasa baguio na yun! Azar! ang obvious na ayaw akong isama. isa din kase akong babaeng impakta, sadyang makapal ang fes.hahaha. ok lang..di ako hurt. azar lang! hehehe. so malapet na ko sa katotohanan na ang raket sa Japan ngayong november ay malamang sa hindi na din matutupad..oi, di ko habol dito ang free accomodation and food noh, visa kelangan ko. at pinangutang na ng nanay ko ang pamasahe ko dito..ngunit subalit wala pang update dito at ayoko na ding asahan kase dito talagang mahuhurt na ko. hehehe. ay naku!! suntok sa buwan na naman ito.. malamang din na wala akong budget para sa concert ni beyonce..waah potah ang alipin ay sadyang walang karapatan hangga't walang pakinabang..ambisyosa kase! hahaha peste! hehehe!   

MODERN SAYINGS…

15 MODERN SAYINGS INSPIRED BY ZTE BROADBAND DEAL..

…from the bright minds of our rotten leaders….

1: Early to Ben & early to Mike make a bidder winner, wealthier twice.

2: If at first you don’t succeed, back off.

3: Too many crooks spoil the broadband project.

4: Blood is thicker than hair.

5: A Senate probe a day keeps the First Gentleman away.

6: The proof of the bidding is in the bribing.

7: Necessity is the mother of extortion.

8: Kung hindi madaan sa bidding na paspasan
    Daanin na sa lang sa senadong sumbungan.

9: The grass is always greener on the golf course.

10: Kung hindi manalo sa bidding na paspasan
      Daanin na lang sa kolumnista’t pahayagan.

11: Nasa Diyos ang awa, nasa ZTE ang gawa, kay Abalos ang biyaya. 

12: Don’t judge the bidder by its broker. 

13: Ang sakit ng kalingkingan ni Mike Arroyo 
      Dama ng buong Malacañang at ng pangulo.

14: Charity begins at a home in Wack-wack.

15: Ang bidder na talunan
       Nag-iibayo ang tapang.

xx from the professional heckler xx

i miss you..

The three words that mean the most, I think, the ones that really hit the mark, and often in the most unexpected of ways, are “I miss you”. This is the sentence that sends the message right home. Because what other message is there? Nothing else, except exactly just that, “I miss you”, and everything else is pulled along into it, like a chain reaction. Unlike “I love you” and the lies that go along with it, “I miss you” is honest and sincere, you only say it when you mean it, and you don’t have to mean it in a big way to really mean it. Unlike “I want you” and its expectations, “I miss you” offers all it has, and waits for nothing in return. Unlike “I need you” and its desperate whines, “I miss you” stands on its own, a whole entity in just three words, devoid of arms that cling to you for life.

“I miss you” means everything and nothing, it is unflinching and honest. It is upbeat and simple, with wisps of longing and clouds of hope. You miss people you used to love, people you used to want, people you used to need. But most of the time the missing is all that’s left, and that’s OK, there’s nothing else you’d change. The missing implies a past that remains in its rightful place. Or it implies the reality and possibilities of the present. It is hope and love and lust and peace all at the same time. Some people say that when they met that person, it was akin to “coming home”. And missing is this manifestation of home-sickness, the way people return to their homelands to die, the way all the comfort the world has to offer is nothing compared to the feeling of being in someone’s arms.

And that’s why I miss you, because you’re not here, and because every time I think about you, that’s all that I think. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, and the world turns for both of us, and I can’t wait until you come home.

destiny or choice?!!

someone sent me this quote this morning and i just wanna share this to my imaginary readers..hehehe! 

Some says It is not DESTINY
that determines love.
It is CHOICE.
Our so called DESTINY is a lie.

Relationships last long
not because they're destined to last long.
Relationships last long because two
brave people made the CHOICE to keep it,
to fight for it, and to work for it.

Other relationships failed
not because they're destined to fail.
They failed because one of the two or both made
the CHOICE, "TO SET EACH OTHER FREE"

—–well.. may point sya ha..hehe! tungkol sa CHOICE.. i think whether in relationship, love, work, or anything else.. what ever happens, it's usually the product of the decisions we made.. pero para saken… "kung hindi ukol, hindi pa rin bubukol.." hehe.. my opinion on this things are indefinite.. whether it's destiny or choice… there are still things in life that we can't control nor understand.. and sometimes i think there are things that happen that we can't help, or that we don't really want.. but they had to.. so that someone would learn from it.. that way, we understand what faith means.. and that is something more profound than any destiny nor choice… whatever.. gawd! i hope im making any sense.. duh. may opinion pa kaseng nalalaman eh..haha!   

after so long together

After so long together.. so many words passed between you and him, and all the love you thought there could ever be was shared. you wake up out of this dream only to realize that the hand you reached for every morning is no longer there, as it never will be again. you wonder why God chose you to go through this nightmare, this pain of wanting someone you cant have back, and why everything; the love of your life ever said to you was all lies. He's found somebody else, and as your heart is breaking, his is being overtaken by her. but remember this..everyone has that one person out there, who will love you and cherish you until your dying day, and eventho it may not seem true now.. that day will come and you will realize that the man you were once inlove with was just a taste of everything to come in this new love. and the feeling of finally knowing youve found that one person will overturn the feeling of pain and sufferring. Learn to let go, and learn to trust again.. for if you live your life in wonder, that's wasted time of what could be passion, and happines, and if that happiness is wasted, its a moment never to be given back. Love life and live it to the fullest.