sulat ni nanay at tatay
January 20, 2008natouch naman aku nung nabasa ko toh..la lang..ehehe. kase mahirap din talagang magalaga ng majojonda lalo na kung nuknukan ng pasaway at arte..hehehe.. (ang sama ko lang) la lang..kaya nga medyo tinamaan ako sa sulat na itey..pakibasa na lang.. \m/
Sulat ni Nanay at Tatay
Sa aming pagtanda, unawain at pagpasensyahan mo sana kami, anak. . .
Kung makatapon kami ng sabaw sa hapag kainan
O kaya makabasag ng pinggan
‘Wag mo naman sana kaming kagagalitan
Dala lang yun ng kalabuan ng mata at ng namamanhid naming mga daliri. . .
Pinagalitan ka man sa mga baso’t pinggang iyong nabasag noon bata ka pa,
Iyon ay dahil ayaw naming masugatan ka.
Kung ang mga sinasabi mo’y ‘di maintindihan at madinig
‘Wag mo naman sana kaming sabihan ng "Bingi!"
Humihina na talaga ang aming pandinig
Pakiulit lang nang malakas-lakas na ‘di naman kailangang sigawan
Upang tayo ay magkaunawaan.
Kung mabagal na kaming maglakad at ‘di na makasabay sa mabilis mong paglakad
Pakiantay sana at alalayan—mahihina na ang aming mga tuhod
Alalay na tulad sana nung musmuos ka pa at nag-aaral ka pa lang maglakad
Tuwang tuwa ka naming pinagmamasdan.
Kung minsang makulit at paulit ulit ang aming sinabi na parang sirang plaka,
‘Wag mo sana kaming pagtawanan o kainisan
Ganyan ka rin kakulit noong bata ka pa at nag-iiyak pa–
Kapag nagpapabili ng kung anu ano’y di kami tinitigilan
Hangggang ang gusto mo’y di naibibigay.
Kung kinatatamaran namin na maligo at nag-aamoy lupa na
‘Wag mo naman sanang pandirihan at piliting maligo. . .
Mahina na kasi ang aming katawan pag nalalamigan.
Natatandaan mo ba noong bata ka pa at kahit anung dungis mo
Ay masayang-masaya ka naming hinahalikan
At mat’yagang hinahabol sa ilalim ng kama upang paliguan?
Kung palagi kaming masungit at nagsisisigaw
Dala na siguro ito ng pagkabagot sa bahay
At pagkadismaya na wala nang magawa at wala nang silbi.
Ipadama mo naman sana na may halaga pa rin kami sa mundo mo
Katulad ng pagpapadama namin noon ng pagpapahalaga
At pagtutuwid sa kamalian at katigasan ng iyong ulo.
Kung may konti ka mang panahon mag kwentuhan naman sana tayo. . .
Alam kong abala ka sa hanapbuhay pero sabik na kaming makausap ka.
Gusto kong malaman mo na interesado pa rin kami sa mga kwento mo
Tulad n’ung pagbibida mo sa eskwela noong bata ka pa.
Na kahit pautal utal pa ang salita mo,
Nakikinig kaming masaya tungkol sa iyong mga laruan.
Kung kami man ay maihi o madumi sa higaaan dahil hindi na makabangon
‘Wag mo sanang pagagalitan o pandididrihan.
Katulad ng walang reklamo naming paggising nang kahit anong pagod sa gabi
Upang linisin at palitan ang iyong lampin para maginghawa kang makatulog
Hindi na baling kami ang mapuyat.
Kung kami’y maratay sa banig ng karamdaman
‘Wag mo sanan kaming pagsawaang alagaan
Gaya ng mat’yaga naming pag-aalaga noong musmos ka pa.
Bawat daing mo noon ay hirap na dinadala sa aming kalooban
Pagt’yagaan mo naman sana kaming alagaan sa aming mga huling sandali
Kami naman ay di na rin magtatagal.
AT kapag dumating na ang takdang panahon ng aming pagharap sa Dakilang Lumikha. . .
Ibubulong at hihilingin ko sa Kanya.
Na pagpalain ka dahil naging mapagmahal at maalaga kang anak sa iyong ama’t ina.
kowts! kots! kots!
January 13, 2008share ko lang mga kowts na sinend din saken today..ü
♥Prayer of the romantically desperate, delusional or merely hopeful,
“Lord, if he’s the one, please let everything fall into place..
but if he isn’t, Lord, pwede bang siya nalang?
♥closeness doesnt come when youre together
it comes when youre apart and realize that..
despite not seeing–
you never stop remembering. ;p
♣if he acts like you're not worth his time..
maybe you're not what he wants.
you're just a replacement of what he can't have. ouch! ;(
♦For the guys:
Treat your girl like a 16-yr old.. let her handle things and
make her feel special.
For the girls:
Treat your guy like a 7-yr old. let him play with his toys
let him hangout with the boys and at the end he'll always
come back to mommy.. ü
♦smooth roads never make good drivers.
smooth seas never make good sailors.
clear skies never make good pilots.
A problem-free life never makes a strong and good person.
Be strong enough to accept the challenges of life.
Dont ask life: WHY ME? instead..TRY ME! ü
♦one sad irony of self is that we always know
what's right for others;
while there are certain wrong things we pursue on our own.
♥Things you don't need to know.. but i'm tellin': ü
*all shrimps are born female, but turns to male as time goes.
so–are they like gay-ish? hmm.
*starfishes are pretty but they don't have brains.
so–be offended if someone calls you one.
*penguins can only have one mate, they spend almost half of
theyre life luking for their destined partner, then spend the
rest of it with him/her.
so–how sweet is dat?
i dunno if you find those amusing? but i do and hope you find your penguin..
truly sweet..♥
♦you need to feel a bit deprived at times–
a bit lonely.
and in a way, incomplete.
coz if you've got everything here on earth-
would you still look up to heaven?♦
♣TANGA/ta-'ngah(noun)
1. isang taong walang alam kundi mangolekta ng kaibigan tapos magrereklamong single sya.
2. lalaking mahilig mambabae tapos nagugulat pa everytime ayaw pagtiwalaan ng girls.
3. ex mong iniwan ka for some chuvaners rison then biglang magpaparamdam ulit after some jurassic years.
4. babaeng ilang beses ng niloko sa pare-parehong dahilan pero di matuto-tuto.
5. magjowang araw araw nag-aaway pero di daw sila maghihiwalay.
♦the most tiring thing to do– to think.
the most expensive–to smile.
the hardest to regain–trust
the most painful–loss
the easiest escape–to pretend
the most challenging–to move on.
the bravest thing to do–to love.
the most effective solution–to pray.
God bless! ü
Dear blog,
January 7, 2008Ok, i've been neglecting you. sorry naman. i didn't mean to.. i know i haven't express myself on you in a while..my thoughts have been dull..i wonder if i was going to be doing what you expect of me..(kung sakaling may expectations ka man?hehe) Alam mo namang walang kakwenta kwenta kong kausap. hehehe. Napaka irresponsible ko lang, ginawa gawa kita tapos iiwan na lang kita sa ere..pasaway. At akalain mo ba yun at gumawa pa ko ng ibang blog…i must be out of my mind. there's no excuse to explain away my neglect of you. You've always been there. steady and faithful as you've always been, but i reward you with infidelity. eh kase, wala lang..ewan ko ba ano naiisip ko. i had even thought of getting rid of you completely.. pero looking back, KAw ang naging takbuhan ko sa mga days na down ako. at yung mga times na wala lang din. i can't express how much i appreciate you open yourself to allow me pour my heart out comfortably, and conveniently..And how you've put up with grammatical errors and my lack of vocabulary and better thoughts to blog..and most of all, how you've given me friends and readers who have been consistent in visiting us and reading posts..Pero nagawa kitang iwan sa ere. i've ignored you and gone to wonder without mentioning..not knowing what you feel about being left alone. left, unattended and unspoken for.. buti na lang hindi ka marunong magtampo..lage ka naman nakakaintindi diba ateng?? hehehe. eh wala lang, ewan ko ba kase at may pablog blog pa kong nalalaman, but i'm keeping you. You've been the first blog to know of my existence. the good, the bad and the ugly me, and my boring, and uninteresting thoughts..and you've still stuck yourself out there, keep me company..so thank you dear..pwomise, i'll try to do better. yun eh, pag inabot ng sipag. hehehe. pasaway talaga. ah basta, basta darna jan ka lang..k?
Repleksyon
January 4, 2008
Life is funny sometimes and it can push you pretty hard…like when you fall in love with someone and they forget to love you back..
xoxoxo
Sometimes, i wonder, just how much a person can take and how much one heart can take. Another year, another waking moment,and as it turns out, life can push you pretty hard. Last year has been a real struggle. like being lost some place and all you got is your stinking self, a crazy headache, an empty stomach and an empty pocket. And just as you thought you're at your worst, when suddenly you got hit by a bus, so bad, you went on a coma for months,and when you decided you still wanna live, you wake up, with one leg, one arm, and a deformed face. Aw..how do you supposed to go on with life this way? that's tough. and as much as you want to feel sorry for yourself, when you thought that's the worst that could happen? then you realized, like, OMG..you got no health insurance, and youre medical bills along with all the other bills are piling up..Oh darn Jesus..what now? oh well…what can i say..but life is hard. and yea, maybe i was just making some of this things up, but it's not that far fetched that bad things seemed to have a way around. And sometimes, when you've got so much of this bad things going on, you're more prone to lose yourself in a way, because there's a lot of ugly feelings going on as much as you just wanna take it all in..And when you lose your way, you'll think that life is pushing you and pushing you so hard off the edge that you become the worst person that you are. I used to believed that my life sucks and because i think that it is, i found an excuse to be my worst self. but i know now, that this realization is kind of silly.. like i only drag my self deeper in this worst situation instead of trying to get myself out of it. it has never been easy for me to accept that i was doing everything wrong for the past God knows how many years because of this thinking. this year, just like last year and the year before that, and going back as far as i can remember.. life will always seemed to get harder by the day. This maybe true, but i know it's not fair to say that life is all that bad.. if it was, i really really thought that it wasn't entirely my own doing. And i realized how childish i must've been for not owning in to it. but it just seemed important that bad things has to happen to figure it out.. Now, i think that life is supposed to hurt a bit..like it was designed that people go through some of that pain, a little disappointment, a little mistake to find themselves. i've always been hopeful that somewhere between all my struggles, i'll find my way. there's gotta be something good that comes out of it..right? otherwise it's all meaningless…
xoxoxo
And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be…or lose that person completely.
Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you've been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you really are.
2008!
January 1, 2008
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mele kelikimaka!
December 24, 2007i would just like to say a very big
merry christmas to everyone and a very happy new year!! all the best
wishes for 2008..
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For onto this day a savior is born, he
shall be known as Jesus Christ our
savior & Lord. May his love be with you
this Christmas & everyday of your life.
mele kelikimaka!
PANIS!!!!
December 20, 2007 
PANIS SI DAVID BLAINE SA LEVITATION TRICK NAMEN…PANIIIIIISSSSSSSSSS!!!!! HEHEHE
Boom chicka wah wah
December 16, 2007Stressful life?? either you have to watch some porn or have sex to get it together or you can watch this video, learn the moves and laugh it off.
hehehe..i have been going around the house doing the ass boom chicka wah wah shake. its fun! try it!! stress free!!
i so lOve how she pushes granny outta the way!! lmao
risky business
December 1, 2007To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose your feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams before a crowd is to risk.
To Love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope it to risk despair.
To try it to risk failure.
But, risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing at all.
The person who risks nothing still does not avoid suffering and sorrow because suffering and sorrow are an unavoidable part of life.
What they avoid by not taking risks it the opportunity to learn, feel, change, grow, Love, live.
Chained by their certitudes, they are a slave. The have forfeited their freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.
